Hmmm, 2009 was a year of revelations to me.It still makes me wonder that time has passed and there has been a new horizon. The year has taught me a lot about myself,the relationships, my endurance which I can never forget.It all started with me losing my job and then wondering for days together what next????????
This question used to disturb me every now and then, I was torn between my heart and mind.I can say I had been tested for things unknown to me.It made me think on a level that I hadn’t been exposed to.
As J K Rowling puts “The knowledge that you have emerged wiser and stronger from setbacks means that you are, ever after, secure in your ability to survive. You will never truly know yourself, or the strength of your relationships, until both have been tested by adversity. Such knowledge is a true gift, for all that it is painfully won, and it has been worth more than any qualification I ever earned.”
Its so true , never had I racked my brains so hard , never had I thought about life in a whole new perception,never had I realised that relationships mean a lot to me,never did I know that some friends stay for a season and some stay for a reason, never had I realised the inner me until I had this experience.
I am so thankful that I experienced it.It was a rich experience to me. I learnt a lot about myself and a whole lot of things.I spent time on things that I always wanted to do since ages.It was an opportunity to know myself in different arenas.
One of the things being this sharing my thoughts with people.
I have not literally gone through the experience but “I have grown through the experience.” I have realised to follow my heart and do the things i love.
“Tout est bien.”
For a long time I questioned
For a long time I searched
For an answer I least expected
For I knew not what I wanted
Maybe I knew deep in my heart
Maybe I wanted it with all my heart
I am sure I am living with it now
I am sure its my life now.