My mind couldn’t fathom the immense profundity at the end of the Initiation day. All it said again and again- ‘I should have tapped on Inner Engineering much before I did Engineering!’ Phew! Probably I had to tread the hard way before I could cherish the Inner Way!
Well let me give you a glimpse of how my life has changed post Inner Engineering. Before that I want to be very clear, I am not writing this post to propagate a line of Yoga / any Foundation / Guru! I am simply sharing my experience as a person who has tapped into the beauty of Life and much more. I am sharing this so that it can reach any person (atleast one) who wants to know more about life, cherish it in the best possible way and who is willing to take on this journey of exploring oneself ‘The Inner Way!’
It is almost two years since I completed the Inner Engineering program offered by Isha Foundation. It is a 7-Day Program(3 hours every day with one day being the Initiation day which runs for 12 hours) where one is taken through learning a Kriya- Shambhavi Mahamudra.
What the Program Offers:
Enlightening interactive sessions
Asanas, simple yoga postures
Shambhavi MahaMudra, a powerful, 21-minute energy technique that brings your entire system into alignment so that your body, mind, emotions and energies function in harmony
Post the Inner Engineering program which I completed in Jan 2017, I took to regularly doing the Kriya everyday which runs for 21 mins. There have been significant changes in my Physical, Mental and Emotional well-being!
To describe a few,
I feel an amazing sense of enthusiasm in carrying about my work day in and day out.
It has been a overwhelming experience of Exploring myself inwardly and trust me I wait for each day so that I can learn more about myself and be a better being!
I can multi-task several activities in varied fields at ease, be it writing, photography, social media management of my clients and learning anything new in a day. And I am not that tired or exhausted. Believe me- I am surprised! Because I used to get bogged down with maybe 1/2 tasks a day!
My take on Life or perception of Life has changed and more so confirmed that there is something more than the mundane which we fail to grasp; there is something more than studies, work, marriage, children, family, materialistic aspirations, keeping up with the societal norms!
As I hike in the Himalayas every year, I now see a tremendous change in my stamina and energy levels. With falling sick on a mountain and being exhausted all the time to now being a person who is truly happy and overwhelmed that my stamina holds me up throughout the trek in high altitudes. Fingers crossed, I haven’t fallen sick in the last three Himalayan treks since I have been regularly keeping up with my practices (Yoga).
Though I haven’t tapped into the secrets of life and have an answer for each of my problems, I surely have some sense of clarity in things that I am doing and certain clarity in the confusion! (That’s something quite right! 😉 )
I have had opportunities where I stepped in as a Volunteer at the Foundation and otherwise where it has certainly helped me grow as a better human-being. I am very grateful for that.
I have always pondered on religion, culture and wondered where I belong because I didn’t have a clear cut answer to ‘Do I believe in God?’ I was all muddled up but now I do have some clarity that ‘I don’t know!’ So, I choose to be a Seeker – neither a ‘believer of God’ nor a ‘non-believer of God,’ treading on a way of exploring myself than God!
The best part of my Journey so far in these two years have been my networking with people from various walks of life! It is an amazing way to learn things and you never know when you are meeting a person who is going to be a part of your life or a person who is going to be your mentor! It is always a joy to interact with people who are on this journey but also otherwise. Needless to say, I have had some amazing conversations and connect with people on my travel.
Well, if you want to get into Inner Engineering and want to know more about it, here is the link: Inner Engineering
And there is an upcoming program on the 15th and 16th December. The best part of this program is that – initiation and completion of the program will be with Sadhguru! This is designed in a different way than the 7-Day Program. In this one has to take 7 Online sessions and the Completion Program runs on 15th and 16th December 2018. Special discounts running online now!
It has been a while since I blogged. Well, a lot many events, travels and work have kept me away.
Well here I am today pouring my heart out!
Lately, I am feeling that I am back to the same point where I started ? That is a question on my mind and I can’t find the answer.
I know I have grown a lot, changed mentally, spiritually, even physically and understanding life in a completely new perspective or must I say experiencing life in a different way.
But somewhere deep down I feel I have come back to the starting point, it feels like I am starting everything anew and now. It does feel great!
From a spiritual perspective, we tend to grow and move ahead spirally transcending into the dimension unknown! Well, this is something entirely intriguing and gives room for more exploration.
Well, maybe I am moving ahead; my understanding of life has changed, the way I lead my life has changed, relationships/friendships (some have nurtured, some I have let go, some I am beginning to understand the shallowness/depth), the dilemma between reality and illusion or in another words thinking illusion as reality still boggles me about living my life. Well all of these sound very complex but trust me the way I look at things are somewhat clearer.
Well, you must be thinking what gibberish is this all! But I can only hope that you reach a point in your life when all of this makes sense.
Well, I don’t think I have answered the question I started the blog with. Because I am still unsure but all I know is I am better equipped to take on another circle of life.
What has your journey been like? Have you ever felt this way before?
I have lately come to believe the power of unison!
I say it because there is a certain energy that gets created when people work towards the greater good in unison.
This energy could transform lives, world as a whole.
I am not sure whether this ideology seems practical. But lately reading a few facts about the Pyramids, watching the intriguing concept of the Avatar movie, reading about the consecration of the Dhyanalinga at the Isha Yoga Center, Coimbatore makes this notion seems feasible in a way.
On a spiritual note, we have to realize our purpose or know ourselves inside out. With that our journey is the same and we can surely work in unison to get to the other dimension.
As I walked up the spiral ramp inside the beautiful Matrimandir, the silence had me reminisce about the music played in the meditation room at my school years ago which was affiliated to Sri Aurobindo. I was nostalgic more so because my heart recognized the space and time of my school days. It was overwhelming and I had to shush my heartbeat from dancing to a happy tune much to the silence of Matrimandir.
Spiritual Abode, Auroville
A day earlier, I along with my friends alighted in Pondicherry after an overnight bus journey from Bangalore. We had planned to stay in a homestay called Samarpan in Auroville. When we reached the destination it was beyond our expectation. The view of the sea, the lovely cottages and the dining cum library area which faced the sea was just perfect! We were ushered in by the landlady Donata who welcomed us with open arms and not to forget I hopped about away from Blackie, the Great Dane who did welcome us as well. 😉 A quick visit to the beach had us all geared up for an exciting day!
And yes we were followed by this sweet dog ‘Shady’ 🙂 much to its liking to being in my shadow!
Samarpan and the beach ahead
After a sumptuous healthy breakfast, we headed to Auroville on a hired two-wheeler. Auroville also called as the ‘City of Dawn’ founded by The Mother (Mirra Alfasa) is an experimental township based on universal human unity with its residents hailing from countries around the world.
We were in time for the registration to Matrimandir visit and it was scheduled the next day. The exploration of Auroville was the next thing on our agenda. From shopping to eating at cafes to visiting pottery places to checking out Art centers and buildings, we had covered much ground. The joy of riding through Auroville was utterly marvelous as the paths ran through forests and somewhere along the dusty lanes we found lovely buildings of great architecture, centers of Art, Library and Recreation centers. It is quite an exciting journey for a traveler and an Art aficionado.
Fun times at Auroville
After an exhausting but an amazing day we rested only to get up for an even more exciting one.
Mesmerizing Matrimandir Contd…..
After a ride to the Visitor Center, Auroville, we were shown a video of the initiation of Auroville. Post which a group of 15 of us were taken on a short bus ride to reach Matrimandir.
As we deposited all our belongings, we could see the golden globe shining at us!
Matrimandir, a globe building much like the Sun, adorned with golden metallic plates lies in the center of Auroville. There are twelve stone pillars which look like they are holding the globe. Well these happen to be meditation rooms. A guide tagged along with our group to talk about the initiation of Matrimandir and gave insights about its architecture. We were then accompanied to the Lotus pool made of marble stones beneath the main hall where one can meditate.
The insides of the Matrimandir is all White. White marble floor laden with white carpets, white walls and the place is an epitome of peace. Silence is the word in the hall.
The Meditation hall also called as the Inner chamber is generally lighted by a beam of sun ray falling onto a crystal inside the hall. But it has artificial lights which is used up on a cloudy day. The inner chamber is a place for meditation and Yoga. It is lined with white cushioned seats on the floor. As I sat in the hall, I was lost in the silence outwardly and inwardly. I know not what I imagined or prayed for but it was a moment which had me by my soul… well I was soul arrested! I tried to create a space of my blissful abode. Then there was silence, the silence that echoed from my vision of Himalayas.
As I headed out along with the group, I felt an immense contentment. Later, we were ushered to sit under the beautiful banyan trees to enjoy and soak in utter bliss!
It certainly is a place for travelers, yoga practitioners and some tourists who happen to be interested in spirituality and architecture. It is not every tourist’s cup of tea.
The French Quarters
Post the visit, we headed towards the main Pondicherry city especially the French quarters. French Villas, cafes, restaurants, lovely laid out streets was a sight to see. The street along the beach, houses buildings of importance like the secretariats of other countries.
We strolled along the Promenade Beach which has a rocky shoreline. People were basking in the sunset and the beauty of the sea. It was crowded and the small roadside eateries were no less.
Selfies along the Promenade beach
As we strolled about, we caught a whiff of freshly prepared ‘Badam milk’ and in no time we were sipping the most delicious drink. We later headed to the Sri Aurobindo ashram which is a small courtyard which houses the ‘Samadhi’ of Sri Aurobindo and The Mother. After spending some time we headed on an exploration of other streets and a restaurant to dine.
A Rainy and Cloudy Show
The next day with the rains playing havoc, we took to the comforts of the home-stay reading a book and just staring at the cloudy skies and noisy ocean.
Moments with Donata and Blackie
We then happened to find Julie and Julia 😉 Julia who had flown to India to learn Yoga was out there relaxing on a hammock and there was this cute little dog which followed her everywhere. They seemed to be enjoying eachother’s company.
There is Julie who escorted us to the beach later on, making sure that we were safe along the menacing waves.
We could not have asked for a better day as we just relaxed and the holiday did turn out to be a peaceful, spiritual one!
Enjoying the rains
So for travelers and tourists out there do visit Auroville, Pondicherry if you want a taste of the laid-back city, cafes, churches, beaches, art, architecture, serene home-stays, the must-visit Matrimandir and just about anything to do with spirituality… It certainly is a beautiful place to unwind!
Love yourself, embark upon new journeys, travel to the far flung places, believe in your dreams, love your near and dear ones, work towards a healthy well-being and embrace each day each moment. Try something new, weird and crazy this year! Make sure your intentions go with it! 😉
Well enjoy and have a fabulous 2017. Happy New Year! 😀
Cheers to Love, Happiness, Peace!
“There is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun!”
So bring on the new you, better you and of course KNOW THYSELF!
The irony of life- we are so engrossed in making a secure, safe and abiding by the so-called routine life that we fail to know, understand and moreover create ourselves.
I say this because we are a miracle, we are a wonder! And we are missing out on exploring our precious selves.
Maybe the beauty of it, is not in waiting; for a happy retirement life, for a future some day that you will travel, for a time in life that you feel- will be a joyous one, for a weekend, for the day that you will find peace, for the future days that you will be immensely happy which would be a testimony for your hard work now.
What if the beauty of life is in the NOW? The time that you spend with yourself or your family or your loved ones. The time in the now that you travel, have a doughnut, have the best tea or coffee at the cafe around the corner, get a tattoo…..
You can be whatever you wish for with all the positive intentions!
And the best part of life is maybe to find out about yourself and NOW is the time to do that. Whether you like to read a book or dance, you like to draw or play a guitar or do both, you like to go on a horse ride or a safari,to know about your worst fear, your passion, your values…..well well isn’t it time to find out all about YOU.
Well you may think -‘I know about it, what now?’ Have you felt immense satisfaction and happiness in doing the things that you love? Say for example painting, have you painted your heart out? Have you felt so engrossed in it that you felt one with the world, the universe and felt as if that you were in a state of bliss with no ounce of reality but sheer happiness? Probably those are the things which bring us to who we truly are….
Maybe with the joy of unbecoming everything that is not us, we are creating ourselves.
Shedding all the layers, breaking all the unwanted shards, chipping all the undesirable emotions, relations………
And trust me the day you start learning, understanding, knowing yourself is the day you feel utmost happiness and peace. You learn to forgo the masks and take on yourself as you are with all the love for the world!
Whoa I think I am too philosophical or spiritual….. but trust me the joy of creating you or being you is an enriching journey!
It is never too late to start knowing you, creating you. Feel liberated, it is your life, live the way-create the way that you want to live your life….